May. 12th, 2008 | 02:18 am
mood:
annoyed
music: Roberto no theme (MUCC)
I've wanted to post something since... well, it was wa~~y earlier. I've even written a Comicon report with pics (except that it is not finished yet. After two weeks or more or I don't even know, because I'm so losing track of time...), but never got around to finish post it. Ahhh.
( So, here's what my life is like at the moment! Beware! Image heavy content inside! )
( So, here's what my life is like at the moment! Beware! Image heavy content inside! )
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HET SCARES HIKA.
Apr. 22nd, 2008 | 03:08 am
mood:
shocked
IT'S LATE AND I'M TIRED AND I SWEAR I JUST WANTED SOMETHING NICE TO PRINT AND READ IN BED, BUT F-LIST OFFERED NO S/S GOODNESS TONIGHT, SO HIKA DECIDED IT WAS TIME SHE ACTUALLY READ SOME NICE FAKIRXMYTHO FIC, AND VENTURED FOR THE FIRST TIME IN THE PRINCESS TUTU FANDOM. AND IT WAS SO SCARY. CUZ EVERYBODY DOWN THERE LOVES FAKIRXAHIRU. AND THE ONLY YAOI COMM CONCERNING PRINCESS TUTU HAS GOT, LIKE, TWO ENTRIES, AND IT DIED MONTHS AGO ALREADY AND. AND. AND.
*HYPERVENTILATES*
AJIDSHOFEIOHFALK. WHAT'S UP WITH YOU PEOPLE?? YOU CAN WRITE ABOUT LIGHT AND L HAVING HOT, PASSIONATE SEX JUST BECAUSE THEY SPENT SOME TIME CHAINED TOGETHER, AND THEN YOU TELL ME THERE'S NOTHING SUSPICIOUSLY SLASHY ABOUT THESE TWO???!! *POINTS AT FRESHLY-MADE ICON*
NOW I'M STALKING OFF TO BED, WHERE I SHALL RETREAT ANDPLOT AGAINST FAKIRXAHIRU SHIPPERS AND MAKE THE WORLD RIGHT AGAIN ANGST IN PEACE.
*HYPERVENTILATES*
AJIDSHOFEIOHFALK. WHAT'S UP WITH YOU PEOPLE?? YOU CAN WRITE ABOUT LIGHT AND L HAVING HOT, PASSIONATE SEX JUST BECAUSE THEY SPENT SOME TIME CHAINED TOGETHER, AND THEN YOU TELL ME THERE'S NOTHING SUSPICIOUSLY SLASHY ABOUT THESE TWO???!! *POINTS AT FRESHLY-MADE ICON*
NOW I'M STALKING OFF TO BED, WHERE I SHALL RETREAT AND
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Hika's lazy~~
Apr. 18th, 2008 | 05:46 pm
mood:
contemplative
music: Hydrangea (Kaya)
It has already been a long time since I last updated, hasn't it? Honestly, I hadn't really noticed till I glanced at the lovely LJ homepage with a decent amount of concentration and read that I had last posted something here, like, two weeks ago. Yay me.
Everyday I tell myself I want to write and rant over something I just read/watched/thought, but little brother-san, here, won't let me. He's like--like a leech, when it comes to the net. But--Let's not talk about this. It only makes my head ache, so~
( Boring rant over school and politics and cosplay and jerks and fashion and fanfics and fanarts ahead! )
That said, folks, I must go and write something. I hope I won't forget updating again. ^___^
P.S. If you have never did it, go and listen to Placebo's A song to say goodbye--I love Placebo and I meant to say this for a very long time, but... go and listen to it!! It's like, Seishirou saying goodbye to Subaru... T________T Must write something with that song, someday, although I hate song-fics, usually...
Everyday I tell myself I want to write and rant over something I just read/watched/thought, but little brother-san, here, won't let me. He's like--like a leech, when it comes to the net. But--Let's not talk about this. It only makes my head ache, so~
( Boring rant over school and politics and cosplay and jerks and fashion and fanfics and fanarts ahead! )
That said, folks, I must go and write something. I hope I won't forget updating again. ^___^
P.S. If you have never did it, go and listen to Placebo's A song to say goodbye--I love Placebo and I meant to say this for a very long time, but... go and listen to it!! It's like, Seishirou saying goodbye to Subaru... T________T Must write something with that song, someday, although I hate song-fics, usually...
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quick summary of Hika's most interesting life in these days <3
Apr. 3rd, 2008 | 07:48 pm
mood:
busy
music: This animal I have become (Three Days Grace)
Hello? T___T/
Sorry this is so pointless, but my life seems a neverending rush of events/things to do/random disturbances, and I don't have even time to breathe.
( Warning! Boring rant behind this cut! )
As for now, I've joined
au100 and claimed SeixSub. I can't wait to start working on the prompts!! <3333 I've always loved writing AUs (it's just the TB/X fandom that got me into writing fics with canon setting, all of sudden...), and I already have a few alternate universes in mind.
I'm posting the theme table here so that you can read it and suggest plots/settings. <3
Lastly, it's meme time! <333 It was originally an icon meme from
sakujosadame's journal (aww, she made such a lovely icon for me!! *__*), but since I don't have a decent pic-editing software, I'm turning it into a drawing meme like
yoru_yume. <3
1. Comment with lyrics and a fandom.
2. I'll draw a fanart/sketch that represents those lyrics/uses them in some way.
3. Repost and do this for your friends♥
Now, it's shower time, and then I've got to studystudystudy and PAINT.OMG THE CLOCKS ARE TORTURING ME EVEN IN MY DREAMS.
Bai bai and thanks for reading~~!
Sorry this is so pointless, but my life seems a neverending rush of events/things to do/random disturbances, and I don't have even time to breathe.
( Warning! Boring rant behind this cut! )
As for now, I've joined
I'm posting the theme table here so that you can read it and suggest plots/settings. <3
| 001. | Beginnings | 002. | Middles | 003. | Ends | 004. | First | 005. | Last |
| 006. | Hours | 007. | Days | 008. | Weeks | 009. | Months | 010. | Years |
| 011. | Red | 012. | Grey | 013. | White | 014. | Black | 015. | Blue |
| 016. | Purple | 017. | Brown | 018. | Green | 019. | Pink | 020. | Colourless |
| 021. | Friends | 022. | Enemies | 023. | Lovers | 024. | Family | 025. | Strangers |
| 026. | Teammates | 027. | Parents | 028. | Children | 029. | Birth | 030. | Death |
| 031. | Sunrise | 032. | Sunset | 033. | Too Much | 034. | Not Enough | 035. | Sixth Sense |
| 036. | Smell | 037. | Sound | 038. | Touch | 039. | Taste | 040. | Sight |
| 041. | Shapes | 042. | Triangle | 043. | Square | 044. | Circle | 045. | Moon |
| 046. | King | 047. | Heart | 048. | Diamond | 049. | Queen | 050. | Joker |
| 051. | Water | 052. | Fire | 053. | Earth | 054. | Air | 055. | Spirit |
| 056. | Breakfast | 057. | Lunch | 058. | Dinner | 059. | Food | 060. | Drink |
| 061. | Winter | 062. | Spring | 063. | Summer | 064. | Fall | 065. | Passing |
| 066. | Rain | 067. | Snow | 068. | Lightning | 069. | Thunder | 070. | Storm |
| 071. | Broken | 072. | Fixed | 073. | Light | 074. | Dark | 075. | Shattered |
| 076. | Rebirth | 077. | Paralysis | 078. | Disease | 079. | Agony | 080. | Healing |
| 081. | Blind | 082. | Deaf | 083. | Lost | 084. | Found | 085. | Missing |
| 086. | Choices | 087. | Life | 088. | He | 089. | She | 090. | It |
| 091. | Birthday | 092. | Christmas | 093. | Thanksgiving | 094. | Solstice | 095. | New Year |
| 096. | Writer‘s Choice | 097. | Writer‘s Choice | 098. | Writer‘s Choice | 099. | Writer‘s Choice | 100. | Writer‘s Choice |
Lastly, it's meme time! <333 It was originally an icon meme from
1. Comment with lyrics and a fandom.
2. I'll draw a fanart/sketch that represents those lyrics/uses them in some way.
3. Repost and do this for your friends♥
Now, it's shower time, and then I've got to studystudystudy and PAINT.
Bai bai and thanks for reading~~!
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on a sugar-high~
Mar. 24th, 2008 | 01:45 am
mood:
accomplished
music: Eternally Beyond (Moi dix Mois)
Sorry if this is here one day later than I said it would. Believe me if I say the fault isn't mine. *sweatdrop*
I’ve been working on this since I got back, and I’ll admit the idea has been haunting me during each night I spent in Madrid. *hides*
D.D.-chan, this is for you. <333 Written with all of my heart and love! <3
Title: This Temporary Life
Fandom: X/1999 & Tokyo Babylon
Author:
sute_hikahika
Pairing: SeishirouxSubaru
Rating: R
Summary: Seishirou and Subaru and time and wishes.
Notes: This fic contains many, many things I swore to myself I’d never write when I first entered this fandom, but darling
daydreamer64 requested: 1) Subaru angsting while still covered in Seishirou’s blood; 2) Seishirou’s thoughts as he died; 3) A piece regarding their life in the years between the Bet and X; and who am I to deny her? It’s interesting, though, how my brain managed to fuse everything together as soon as I was finished reading the prompts—but I guess that happened mainly thanks to the wonderful song This Temporary Life (yes, I did steal the title from there), which had me thinking about a certain scene in this fic since the very first time I listened to it; not only that, but the main theme of this one-shot collides with that of the song.
Lastly, no, I don’t believe Subaru and Seishirou had any secret encounter during X, because it would have meant Seishirou wasting his precious time for his supposedly worthless prey—I blame again the song and those talented writers that can make me love even pieces which go against my very own idea of canon (
evil_skittles, I’m talking about you, here).
( If nobody could ever hurt or kill anybody, then why would people become blinded to the most important things? )
I’ve been working on this since I got back, and I’ll admit the idea has been haunting me during each night I spent in Madrid. *hides*
D.D.-chan, this is for you. <333 Written with all of my heart and love! <3
Title: This Temporary Life
Fandom: X/1999 & Tokyo Babylon
Author:
Pairing: SeishirouxSubaru
Rating: R
Summary: Seishirou and Subaru and time and wishes.
Notes: This fic contains many, many things I swore to myself I’d never write when I first entered this fandom, but darling
Lastly, no, I don’t believe Subaru and Seishirou had any secret encounter during X, because it would have meant Seishirou wasting his precious time for his supposedly worthless prey—I blame again the song and those talented writers that can make me love even pieces which go against my very own idea of canon (
( If nobody could ever hurt or kill anybody, then why would people become blinded to the most important things? )
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...back from the dead.
Mar. 22nd, 2008 | 02:13 am
mood:
sleepy
Hello~.
It has been a while, hasn't it? I got back from Madrid ten days ago, in the evening. Studied Philosophy till 4 am and went to school on the day after while everyone else was at home. Resting. Me, I had this Philosophy certamen (i.e. challenge) to decide who would represent our school at the regional selections (which will take place on 3/31). From then on, I haven't been sleeping more than three hours each night. At least, it seems my efforts were rewarded, since I got the best score like last year~ but this also means that I get even more extra-extra studying to do, and I feel like everything is so rushed and I'm not learning anything at all... X__x;
Luckily, Easter break started, and yesterday was my first day of freedom! <3 Yay! >:D I actually spent the morning looking for decent green contacts with Lau-chan, then she came over at my place for lunch and stayed till eight, and the whole afternoon went by painting that damn fabric DGHRUIBVGHJDSVKIKB Today I continued on my own, and now I'm almost finished, but I don't even want to think about when we'll have to paint the details of each clock... right now, it's all blue dots of three different sizes on a huge piece of black fabric. *faints*
Since I got back, I have been on the Net only a couple times, and for a few minutes too. I didn't have time to stay longer, sorry. So, if anyone has posted something they want me to read, please, let me know/post a link! I promise I'll search through my friends' journals to catch up ASAP, but I don't want to miss anything important~! >.<;/
However, I've been working on a fic in the meanwhile. I'm posting it tomorrow with something else (right now, really, I'm nearly dead to the world and the basic ways to use a pc/interact with other human beings).
I don't even want to talk about the school trip-- too tired, too uninteresting. I'll simply let you know that I don't like Madrid (speak about dull comments, uh?).
( And, here are some pics, just because I love pictures, even though I didn't even bother to edit these... )
Tomorrow I shall work on the fabric and finish it, but I still want torant over TRC OAV 3 and chapter 185! write and draw again... D:
Does anybody have some nice (drawing) meme to tag me with? I'm bo~red!
It has been a while, hasn't it? I got back from Madrid ten days ago, in the evening. Studied Philosophy till 4 am and went to school on the day after while everyone else was at home. Resting. Me, I had this Philosophy certamen (i.e. challenge) to decide who would represent our school at the regional selections (which will take place on 3/31). From then on, I haven't been sleeping more than three hours each night. At least, it seems my efforts were rewarded, since I got the best score like last year~ but this also means that I get even more extra-extra studying to do, and I feel like everything is so rushed and I'm not learning anything at all... X__x;
Luckily, Easter break started, and yesterday was my first day of freedom! <3 Yay! >:D I actually spent the morning looking for decent green contacts with Lau-chan, then she came over at my place for lunch and stayed till eight, and the whole afternoon went by painting that damn fabric DGHRUIBVGHJDSVKIKB Today I continued on my own, and now I'm almost finished, but I don't even want to think about when we'll have to paint the details of each clock... right now, it's all blue dots of three different sizes on a huge piece of black fabric. *faints*
Since I got back, I have been on the Net only a couple times, and for a few minutes too. I didn't have time to stay longer, sorry. So, if anyone has posted something they want me to read, please, let me know/post a link! I promise I'll search through my friends' journals to catch up ASAP, but I don't want to miss anything important~! >.<;/
However, I've been working on a fic in the meanwhile. I'm posting it tomorrow with something else (right now, really, I'm nearly dead to the world and the basic ways to use a pc/interact with other human beings).
I don't even want to talk about the school trip-- too tired, too uninteresting. I'll simply let you know that I don't like Madrid (speak about dull comments, uh?).
( And, here are some pics, just because I love pictures, even though I didn't even bother to edit these... )
Tomorrow I shall work on the fabric and finish it, but I still want to
Does anybody have some nice (drawing) meme to tag me with? I'm bo~red!
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...this is only getting worse.
Mar. 6th, 2008 | 07:57 pm
mood:
stressed
music: Detresse (Moi dix Mois)
Hika is writing to tell everyone that she is sorry she hasn't been able to post anything this week - fics, scans. Anything.
As you probably know already, Saturday morning I'm leaving for Madrid, and, actually, I'd rather stay here than leave. For the first time in my life I'm not eager to get away from home; I guess I'm too angry and bitter and - god - I'm so glad this is my last year in high school. I can't stand it anymore - everyday I see the same faces, I listen to the same idiocies, and, more and more, I wish I could smash someone's face, at least. I'm stressed, I know.
And work. I hope I'll manage to get a better job this summer, because tutoring is so frustrating when the kids are irresponsible and so lazy they don't do anything on their own-- always waiting for you to show them the way. Heh. Leeches. I think it's a matter of respect too: if I'm working for you, then the least you can do is to be respectful and don't let my efforts be in vain. And between that and the clubs and courses at school and everything else I just don't have any time for myself.
The only things which keep me going are the thought of university (I can't believe that in a matter of months I'll be finally able to study what I really like-- more than anything else and that - as corny and stupid as it may sound - constitues a good portion of the sense of my very existence) and of the upcoming Con on April.
In the end I'm going to cosplay TB!Subaru with the blue/clock outfit. Unexpectedly, Lau-chan (who's just gotten into X after I lent her my copies) decided to join me and do Hokuto! This happened a while ago, but the thought of cosplaying together with a friend is still enough to make me smile like an idiot. I've drawn a matching outfit for her myself. It's actually pretty much identical to Subaru's, except for the skirt and a few details here and there to make it more feminine.
Tomorrow I'm going to preorder our wigs, while tonight I must work on the black fabric that goes inside our jackets-- I need to paint clocks all over it and I'd like to have it done before I leave. *sighs*
However, I'll do my best to post something before I leave. I swear I'll try.
Now I'm going take a shower and then work and eat and work again.
As you probably know already, Saturday morning I'm leaving for Madrid, and, actually, I'd rather stay here than leave. For the first time in my life I'm not eager to get away from home; I guess I'm too angry and bitter and - god - I'm so glad this is my last year in high school. I can't stand it anymore - everyday I see the same faces, I listen to the same idiocies, and, more and more, I wish I could smash someone's face, at least. I'm stressed, I know.
And work. I hope I'll manage to get a better job this summer, because tutoring is so frustrating when the kids are irresponsible and so lazy they don't do anything on their own-- always waiting for you to show them the way. Heh. Leeches. I think it's a matter of respect too: if I'm working for you, then the least you can do is to be respectful and don't let my efforts be in vain. And between that and the clubs and courses at school and everything else I just don't have any time for myself.
The only things which keep me going are the thought of university (I can't believe that in a matter of months I'll be finally able to study what I really like-- more than anything else and that - as corny and stupid as it may sound - constitues a good portion of the sense of my very existence) and of the upcoming Con on April.
In the end I'm going to cosplay TB!Subaru with the blue/clock outfit. Unexpectedly, Lau-chan (who's just gotten into X after I lent her my copies) decided to join me and do Hokuto! This happened a while ago, but the thought of cosplaying together with a friend is still enough to make me smile like an idiot. I've drawn a matching outfit for her myself. It's actually pretty much identical to Subaru's, except for the skirt and a few details here and there to make it more feminine.
Tomorrow I'm going to preorder our wigs, while tonight I must work on the black fabric that goes inside our jackets-- I need to paint clocks all over it and I'd like to have it done before I leave. *sighs*
However, I'll do my best to post something before I leave. I swear I'll try.
Now I'm going take a shower and then work and eat and work again.
