Current mood:	stressed
Current music:	Detresse (Moi dix Mois)
Entry tags:	cosplay, hika's awesome life, school

...this is only getting worse.
Hika is writing to tell everyone that she is sorry she hasn't been able to post anything this week - fics, scans. Anything.

As you probably know already, Saturday morning I'm leaving for Madrid, and, actually, I'd rather stay here than leave. For the first time in my life I'm not eager to get away from home; I guess I'm too angry and bitter and - god - I'm so glad this is my last year in high school. I can't stand it anymore - everyday I see the same faces, I listen to the same idiocies, and, more and more, I wish I could smash someone's face, at least. I'm stressed, I know.

And work. I hope I'll manage to get a better job this summer, because tutoring is so frustrating when the kids are irresponsible and so lazy they don't do anything on their own-- always waiting for you to show them the way. Heh. Leeches. I think it's a matter of respect too: if I'm working for you, then the least you can do is to be respectful and don't let my efforts be in vain. And between that and the clubs and courses at school and everything else I just don't have any time for myself.

The only things which keep me going are the thought of university (I can't believe that in a matter of months I'll be finally able to study what I really like-- more than anything else and that - as corny and stupid as it may sound - constitues a good portion of the sense of my very existence) and of the upcoming Con on April.
In the end I'm going to cosplay TB!Subaru with the blue/clock outfit. Unexpectedly, Lau-chan (who's just gotten into X after I lent her my copies) decided to join me and do Hokuto! This happened a while ago, but the thought of cosplaying together with a friend is still enough to make me smile like an idiot. I've drawn a matching outfit for her myself. It's actually pretty much identical to Subaru's, except for the skirt and a few details here and there to make it more feminine.
Tomorrow I'm going to preorder our wigs, while tonight I must work on the black fabric that goes inside our jackets-- I need to paint clocks all over it and I'd like to have it done before I leave. *sighs*

However, I'll do my best to post something before I leave. I swear I'll try.

Now I'm going take a shower and then work and eat and work again.