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29 June 2008 @ 08:47 pm
It's raining ficlets~~  
Today Hika found out she couldn't do what she originally meant to do, and so she decided to do some writing exercise. <33

Fandom: Tokyo Babylon & X/1999
Title: Eternal Melody
Author: [info]sute_hikahika
Pairing: SeshirouxSubaru
Rating: Nothing a SeishirouxSubaru fan can't handle~
Disclaimer: Seishirou and Subaru aren't mine; neither are the songs I used.
Summary: Remember the music meme everyone did at the KuroxFay comm? I've wanted to do it with Seishirou and Subaru for ages, so I decided I'd try today, but at some point I got tired (here the weather is so hot I'm going to evaporateee) and I stopped, and so you get less than ten drabbles/ficlets. Maybe there'll be more, I don't know. And yes, I stole the title from something Sailor Moon-related, I think.

Nee boku wa, boku wa shiritai aisuru tte. )
 
 
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h i k a . h i k a <3
03 April 2008 @ 07:48 pm
quick summary of Hika's most interesting life in these days <3  
Hello? T___T/
Sorry this is so pointless, but my life seems a neverending rush of events/things to do/random disturbances, and I don't have even time to breathe.
Warning! Boring rant behind this cut! )
As for now, I've joined [info]au100 and claimed SeixSub. I can't wait to start working on the prompts!! <3333 I've always loved writing AUs (it's just the TB/X fandom that got me into writing fics with canon setting, all of sudden...), and I already have a few alternate universes in mind.
I'm posting the theme table here so that you can read it and suggest plots/settings. <3

001.Beginnings 002.Middles 003.Ends 004.First 005.Last
006.Hours 007.Days 008.Weeks 009.Months 010.Years
011.Red 012.Grey 013.White 014.Black 015.Blue
016.Purple 017.Brown 018.Green 019.Pink 020.Colourless
021.Friends 022.Enemies 023.Lovers 024.Family 025.Strangers
026.Teammates 027.Parents 028.Children 029.Birth 030.Death
031.Sunrise 032.Sunset 033.Too Much 034.Not Enough 035.Sixth Sense
036.Smell 037.Sound 038.Touch 039.Taste 040.Sight
041.Shapes 042.Triangle 043.Square 044.Circle 045.Moon
046.King 047.Heart 048.Diamond 049.Queen 050.Joker
051.Water 052.Fire 053.Earth 054.Air 055.Spirit
056.Breakfast 057.Lunch 058.Dinner 059.Food 060.Drink
061.Winter 062.Spring 063.Summer 064.Fall 065.Passing
066.Rain 067.Snow 068.Lightning 069.Thunder 070.Storm
071.Broken 072.Fixed 073.Light 074.Dark 075.Shattered
076.Rebirth 077.Paralysis 078.Disease 079.Agony 080.Healing
081.Blind 082.Deaf 083.Lost 084.Found 085.Missing
086.Choices 087.Life 088.He 089.She 090.It
091.Birthday 092.Christmas 093.Thanksgiving 094.Solstice 095.New Year
096.Writer‘s Choice 097.Writer‘s Choice 098.Writer‘s Choice 099.Writer‘s Choice 100.Writer‘s Choice


Lastly, it's meme time! <333 It was originally an icon meme from [info]sakujosadame's journal (aww, she made such a lovely icon for me!! *__*), but since I don't have a decent pic-editing software, I'm turning it into a drawing meme like [info]yoru_yume. <3

1. Comment with lyrics and a fandom.
2. I'll draw a fanart/sketch that represents those lyrics/uses them in some way.
3. Repost and do this for your friends♥


Now, it's shower time, and then I've got to studystudystudy and PAINT. OMG THE CLOCKS ARE TORTURING ME EVEN IN MY DREAMS.

Bai bai and thanks for reading~~!
 
 
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Current Music: This animal I have become (Three Days Grace)
 
 
h i k a . h i k a <3
24 March 2008 @ 01:45 am
on a sugar-high~  
Sorry if this is here one day later than I said it would. Believe me if I say the fault isn't mine. *sweatdrop*
I’ve been working on this since I got back, and I’ll admit the idea has been haunting me during each night I spent in Madrid. *hides*
D.D.-chan, this is for you. <333 Written with all of my heart and love! <3

Title: This Temporary Life
Fandom: X/1999 & Tokyo Babylon
Author: [info]sute_hikahika
Pairing: SeishirouxSubaru
Rating: R
Summary: Seishirou and Subaru and time and wishes.
Notes: This fic contains many, many things I swore to myself I’d never write when I first entered this fandom, but darling [info]daydreamer64 requested: 1) Subaru angsting while still covered in Seishirou’s blood; 2) Seishirou’s thoughts as he died; 3) A piece regarding their life in the years between the Bet and X; and who am I to deny her? It’s interesting, though, how my brain managed to fuse everything together as soon as I was finished reading the prompts—but I guess that happened mainly thanks to the wonderful song This Temporary Life (yes, I did steal the title from there), which had me thinking about a certain scene in this fic since the very first time I listened to it; not only that, but the main theme of this one-shot collides with that of the song.
Lastly, no, I don’t believe Subaru and Seishirou had any secret encounter during X, because it would have meant Seishirou wasting his precious time for his supposedly worthless prey—I blame again the song and those talented writers that can make me love even pieces which go against my very own idea of canon ([info]tilderific, I’m talking about you, here).

If nobody could ever hurt or kill anybody, then why would people become blinded to the most important things? )
 
 
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Current Music: Eternally Beyond (Moi dix Mois)
 
 
h i k a . h i k a <3
05 February 2008 @ 11:19 pm
Forget me not [4/5] - a SeixSub collection of 50 sentences + frivolous rant  
Okay~ so, tomorrow I'm going back to school after a two days vacation for Carnival~~ Gah, I was scared every time I had to go out, because the streets were full of stupid children (and boys too, uh) throwing rotten eggs at anyone passing by~~ Heh. I guess you could call it a typical Italian tradition? *laughs* Not really. I'm not even sure it happens outside Naples. Up until now, they've never got me~!! Stupid brats! *stucks out tongue* But~ today, a friend and I willingly let ourselves be covered in confetti, 'cause the children throwing them were so, so cute and sweet~
Also, I'm waiting for a beautiful Tokyo Babylon folder to arrive~ I've wanted it for, like, months, and a few weeks ago I finally found it at a low price on eBay~ I've also bought two SeishirouxSubaru doujins and an Elricest one by Idea (!!!); that's actually the first time I purchase doujinshi-- usually, I just download them, but I loved these so much... and now that I have a credit card I can buy them!!! *cackles* Pity is, that credit cards are not magical, and it's still my money that decreases with each item I purchase~ *miserable sigh* Last but not least, I did some shopping over at CdJapan too~ I got myself Juka's two latest releases and Kaya's Hyakki Yagyou and I've already preordered Cross Gate <333 I love Juka and Kaya so~ much~ *dreamy sigh* I wish Juka wouldn't stop singing, but I can understand his reasons~ Maybe, I'll send him something. Maybe.

I've spent these days of freedom reading/writing/drawing. It's amazing how much time I spend sketching since December-- I haven't been drawing at all (save for rare exceptions) in years. However, today I finally drew the final version of a one page comic I had sketched several weeks ago on my note-book; I started inking it too~ I'm also almost done with the fanmix!art I promised [info]daydreamer64 <333 I only wish I had more time for these things... I've got so many plot bunnies eating my brain too!! *cries*
However, dear readers, today I bring you FANFICTION. Expect more ranting about Juka/cosplay/fanart tomorrow.

FORGET ME NOT [4/5] )

I truly wanted to write more TB!fluff/sillyness, and more Seishirou too, but... it seems I've failed miserably. *shrugs* I feel so sleepy~~ 'Night~
 
 
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Current Music: Pain (Three Days Grace)
 
 
h i k a . h i k a <3
28 January 2008 @ 03:25 pm
PRECIOUS THINGS [SeishirouxSubaru / one-shot]  
I actually finished the fic below three days ago, but never got the chance to post it *sweatdrop*. Well, blame it on my precious little brother.
Kind [info]yoru_yume asked for SeixSub and 'precious things' and this weirdness came out. The prompt was unexpectedly inspiring, and I had to refrain myself from writing more. At first, I was planning on a very short piece, made up of three drabbles, each one set in a peculiar moment of Seishirou and Subaru's history, respectively: a normal, cheerful day during the year of the Bet (the one-shot you'll find under the cut is actually the result of too much time spent on thinking over this) / Seishirou as he beats up Subaru reveals the terms of the Bet / Rainbow Bridge (because, it seems, I can never leave this one aside). I might or might not write some companion pieces to this, using the other two settings I intended to use in the beginning-- just let me know your opinion, if you ever decide to read - that is.
I must admit I'm not really sure about this fic myself-- bringing up only Subaru's naïvete makes me feel bad, as if I writing him OOC, because I'm very well aware that - as much frail as he may be - he still possesses a quiet, hidden kind of strength. Just think of when Subaru met that girl who was bullied by her classmates in TB.
Ah~ people who firmly believe in their own ideas, unconsciously keeping themselves pure and untainted from the outside world... I wonder: does someone like that still exist? If I met them, I'd surely fall in love. *laughs* Hika likes them young and innocent is a perv really fond of good people <333 But they're so~~ rare.
Anyhow, here we go with the fic~

Fandom: Tokyo Babylon
Title: "Precious Things"
Author: [info]sute_hikahika
Pairing: SeshirouxSubaru
Prompt: Precious things
Rating: PG...? I have no idea: Seishirou is a warning himself...
Disclaimer: Charas are property of Clamp, while the song Precious Things belongs to Tori Amos u.ù;
Summary: As they watch the sunset, Seishirou and Subaru discuss the importance of beauty and what does really matter in their lives.
Notes: Written for [info]yoru_yume, who kindly helped my find some scans <333

Beauty is a mere issue of liking something or not. And in a world as twisted and filled with useless things as the one we live in, it’s good to have something like that, )

Speaking of something else.
I'm sorry, but I hate graphic yaoi (het just freaks me out as it is, graphic or not)-- no really; it's not that I'm against sex scenes-- I've read some manga/doujin or read fanfics with explicit content which was actually beautiful, and only add more to the story itself. Some artists are indeed capable of catching the emotions beyond the physical act, thus making a wonderful and touching job; but when everything becomes just a blatant excuse for porn... Boy, I don't really get it. For example, last night I finished watching Winter Cicada-- the idea was original and I'm a sucker for historycal novels/movies/anything, but I believe the mood was often - and abruptly - broken by the main characters having sex. I couldn't really see that as a natural consequence of the story development-- not with their mouths sucking on each other's lips like vacuums and things like that. My god. I believe those scenes could have been so moving, if well done... *sighs* I don't know. Is it just me, or does anyone else think the same way I do?

However, work is waiting for me *dies* and I must hurry. I leave you with a Wonderful Preview Of My Fanworks And Artistical Skills.

It's so beautiful it will actually burn your eyes!!! )
 
 
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h i k a . h i k a <3
24 January 2008 @ 06:01 pm
Forget me not [3/5] - a SeixSub collection of 50 sentences  
Part three out of five is finally here, yay me <333 I've got most of the other sentences done too, but there are some prompts which are just too tricky~~

Fandom: Tokyo Babylon & X/1999
Title: "Forget me not" [3/5]
Author: [info]sute_hikahika
Pairing: SeshirouxSubaru
Rating: PG-14 (overall)
Disclaimer: Seishirou and Subaru belong to each other Clamp. And Hokuto does, too.
Summary: A collection of sentences all about our favourite pairing <3
Notes: This was written using the theme set alpha from [info]1_sentence, so all the credit for the prompts goes to them. My most heart-felt gratefulness, instead, goes to everyone who reviewed last part <333

FORGET ME NOT [3/5] )
 
 
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Current Music: Queen of decadence (Schwarz Stein)
 
 
h i k a . h i k a <3
06 January 2008 @ 07:48 pm
Forget me not [2/5] - a SeixSub collection of 50 sentences  
I'm sorry for the little delay, but I've been running a pretty naughty fever in the last two/three days, and the worst thing is, now I'm okay and tomorrow I'm going back to school all the same D: I don't want holidays to end~~ *nibbles on chocolate to comfort herself* By the way, fanart is coming as soon as I figure out why I can't switch on this stupid scanner...

Fandom: Tokyo Babylon & X/1999
Title: "Forget me not" [2/5]
Author: [info]sute_hikahika
Pairing: SeshirouxSubaru
Rating: PG-14 (overall)
Disclaimer: Seishirou and Subaru belong to each other Clamp. And Hokuto does, too.
Summary: A collection of sentences all about our favourite pairing <3
Notes: This was written using the theme set alpha from [info]1_sentence, so all the credit for the prompts goes to them. I didn't join just because the pairing had already been claimed. Also, I'm dedicating this to [info]sakujosadame, for she made me smile today <3

FORGET ME NOT [2/5] )
 
 
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Current Music: Ex-Dream (X opening)
 
 
h i k a . h i k a <3
01 January 2008 @ 11:15 pm
Forget me not [1/5] - a SeixSub collection of 50 sentences  
So, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!! Hika's been working hard these days, practically doing anything but her homework and today, after some inking and sketching, she wrote this. Yes, I did it all at once. And I'm almost finished with the other parts too. I shall try this kind of thing with other pairings too <333 Elricest and SubaruxKamui~ But, if you have any other ideas, leave a comment on this entry to tell me~

Fandom: Tokyo Babylon & X/1999
Title: "Forget me not" [1/5]
Author: [info]sute_hikahika
Pairing: SeshirouxSubaru
Rating: PG-14 (overall)
Disclaimer: Seishirou and Subaru belong to each other Clamp. And Hokuto does, too.
Summary: A collection of sentences all about our favourite pairing <3
Notes: This was written using the theme set alpha from [info]1_sentence, so all the credit for the prompts goes to them. I didn't join just because the pairing had already been claimed.


FORGET ME NOT [1/5] )
 
 
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Current Music: My Immortal (Evanescence)
 
 
h i k a . h i k a <3
19 December 2007 @ 05:50 pm
Nisemono [1/??] - SeishirouxSubaru  
Fandom: X/1999
Title: "Nisemono" [1/??]
Author: [info]sute_hikahika
Pairing: SeshirouxSubaru
Rating: R
Disclaimer: If X were mine... Seishirou'd still be dead, but we'd see more of angsting Sakurazukamori!Subaru.
Summary: The greatest obstacle to our happiness lies in ourselves; that's why lying feels so natural. Even if, this way, we end up hurting people. (AU, set during the Meiji Restoration)
Notes: I'm not a native speaker, and everything is based on researches I made on my own. Corrections are very well appreciated and a beta-reader is needed T___T

Subaru-kun… Subaru-kun, do you know why the gods had your sister, who’s identical to you, come to this world? )
 
 
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Current Music: Fuuma (X character file OST)
 
 
h i k a . h i k a <3
18 September 2007 @ 05:58 pm
 
I finally bring fics~ Yay me. Now I only need to renew my DA account and update the multi-chapter fic I'm writing in Italian and then... I don't know, something else will surely pop out of nowhere, by then. Ah, school started today~ my friends are all saying they're tired but~ honestly, I can hardly believe I attended any lessons-- we only had the first three periods today~~ (because we're just starting~)

...Uhm, I need some new icons, too. Well, on with the ficcage now, shall we? X3

Fandom: Fullmetal Alchemist
Title: "Pandora's Box" [2/2]
Author: [info]sute_hikahika
Theme: #25 Release of the evils.
Pairing: Elricest
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: FMA belongs to its respective owners. I'm writing just for fun.
Summary: [animeverse - post CoS] Edward finally understands that his will his nothing against the destiny he himself built in the past with his own choices.
Notes: Part one can be found here <3

The consequences will come, and there’s always, always a price to pay. It’s only a matter of time. )



Fandom: Fullmetal Alchemist
Title: "Stolen"
Author: [info]sute_hikahika
Theme: #6 Stolen heart.
Pairing: Elricest
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: FMA belongs to its respective owners. I'm writing just for fun.
Summary: [animeverse/mangaverse - what if...?] Edward got Al's body back and they're enjoying some peaceful time in Risembool...
Notes: Actually, this is one of the worst things I've ever written. I like fluff a lot, but I'm afraid I'm not good at it-- I wrote this just to apologize for the long delay with part two of Pandora's Box and ease the mood after so much angst... Please, don't read if you care for your teeth health/don't want to vomit unicorns and rainbows *sweatdrop*

You know, niisan, even though you challenged fate itself to make me whole again, I’m still incomplete. )
 
 
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Current Music: A song of storm and fire (TRC OST)
 
 
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20 July 2007 @ 10:56 am
 
Aw~ Finally I'm back~ Hika's been in London for the past ten days... I came back on Tuesday and I can't still manage to get used to the wheater here-- it's too hot (T__T) I'm always splashing water on my face, on my arms, on my hair... and it keeps drying after a few minutes... and I keep frying.
While in London, instead, I complained because of the lack of sun-- every day I would wake up at dawn (both because the light easily entered through the window and because I had to wake at five o' clock to take a shower before anyone else got up and went into the bathroom...) and find only the clouds to greet me. Usually, a cloudy sky makes me sad or nervous. I like it when it is clear-- I feel quite serene just by looking at it; but, luckily, during those days I had so many things to do and discover, that I could enjoy the trip at its best all the same~~ I decided that my favourite places in London are Camden Town and Soho~ There's no place here like Camden-- the people, the shops... heck, when I first went there I was so utterly surprised-- I had never imagined such a place could really exist-- it's like... the cosplayers' heaven. I could find tons of things that, otherwise, I'd have to buy on the Net; and there were so many others - especially clothes - which made me fall in love after just a glance, but were too expensive (T____T;;) You know, life in Italy is much, much cheaper than in England; still, we tried to do as many things we could, from riding the London Eye to watching the drag queens' cabaret at Madame Jojo's, in Soho (oh, they were so good at singing...!). We even went clubbing at the Turnmill, and while we were wandering outside the Farringdon station to find the club, we were both scared as hell. Honestly, I hate clubbing-- I hate it so, so much. But my friend wanted to go, and she did things she didn't like because I wanted to too, so... I guess our first rule was 'equivalent exchange' (laughs) but I must say it worked very well. It was really a nice trip, I met a lot of different people, spoke in English (don't ask me why, but I enjoyed that a lot), saw many, many places, and experienced things I barely knew of before. Sure, the family that hosted us was pretty strange, and, well, unfamiliar. At first, we thought it was just their attitude-- maybe, we said, it's just us being Italian-- believe me, if you ever came here, you'd notice a huge, hu~ge difference just by taking a bus-- people, even strangers, are often chatting, laughing, fighting over silly things, even. Those who keep silent are very few, and usually no one brings newspaper or pocket novels to read with them - because they know it'd be useless, I guess. I think I missed that too-- whenever we asked someone for directions or informations, they were kind, yes, but so, so formal. Each time we said we were from Italy, some would start saying random words and sentences in Italian, and we laughed; at the small convenience store near our house the clerks were very kind with us because of that (!) and I almost fell in love with the boy at the counter 'cause he was really sweet and polite (laughs). But perhaps my one and only love stays those nice girls I met in one shop - I think the name was Asahiya Shoten - in Soho. I found the shop by chance, while walking around and looking for a café. I went inside immediately and asked if they had Loveless (yeah, that's my new current obsession together with Elricest~), and she was so, so, so~~~ nice! She was very cute and kind, and I had to describe her Ritsuka because she couldn't remember about the manga and~ then I told her the author's name ("Mmmh... you see, the authoress is Yun Kouga...") and another adorable clerk suddenly popped out, smiling knowingly: "Yeah," she exclaimed "Kouga Yun!" and then they searched, but found nothing and told me they were sorry and called me 'honey' (is moved to tears). I couldn't get the manga but I was happy all the same~ (^___^;;)
By the end of the month I'll leave again for some college in Galles. This time I'll have to do what the tutors say and I'll travel with a large, large group of other Italian students; they'll be from all over the country and my little brother will come too. I guess it'll be quite boring, if I don't find anyone interesting, but it's better going than staying here. Seriously; the weather in UK - no matter if it isn't warm or sunny - was healtier for my body, and also the different atmosphere makes me quieter, happier somehow. Staying with my family is too stressing, really: my father came to pick me up at the airport and we hadn't even got in the car that he had already started to complain about my brother's behaviour while I was away, about the fact that the arrival had been delayed for something like a hour and he had had to wait the whole morning for me... When I got home it was even worse-- by evening everything was back to normal, that meaning my mother was complaining too, no one was particularly interested in what I did or didn't, and all that mattered was that I was here again, enclosed in their grasp. The only person I missed a bit was perhaps my brother; he said he wants to go to London with me, next Summer. Personally, if I save enough money I'd like to return by the end of October for the Con that will be held there; but I still don't know, because in a few months I'll be eighteen and the trip to Japan will be no more a mirage but a concrete possibility and I'm very well aware that's something expensive and even though my parents will help me (I hope so) I still need to save money for that... (y___y)
Uhm, maybe, in the next days I could post some pics I took in London.
Anyhow, there's a short piece I wrote before leaving for the [info]30_nights~ I hope to post the second and last part soon and that you'll enjoy this~

Fandom: Fullmetal Alchemist
Title: "Pandora's Box" [1/2]
Author: [info]sute_hikahika
Theme: #19 Crying all night for you.
Pairing: Elricest
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: FMA belongs to its respective owners. I'm writing just for fun.
Summary: [animeverse - post CoS] To Edward, there's always something more important than his own dreams and desires-- a greater good that must be achieved, even if Alphonse can't see it.

Edward realizes that all he can do is listen - his mouth still filled with the detestable tang of blood - as his little brother cries the whole night for him. )
 
 
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Current Music: Jealousy (Loveless OST)
 
 
h i k a . h i k a <3
02 July 2007 @ 07:20 pm
 
A couple days ago I joined [info]30_nights, so, here's my first ficlet for the challenge~~ Ahh, it is so relaxing to write something and be satisfied about it... Especially when it seems that almost everyone around you is trying to make you go insane *sighs*

It surely had been a tough lesson too, to feel Edward’s mismatched arms slip around his lithe frame each night... )
 
 
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Current Music: Dead Man's Child (Velvet Eden)
 
 
h i k a . h i k a <3
19 June 2007 @ 06:57 pm
 
So, so, so~ last night I finally finished that damn chapter, and I think I'll be able to translate both the prologue and the first chapter of my fic before this week ends~ I also wrote the script for almost all of the first part of the doujinshi I'm working on and, well, I had nothing to do and I gave in the temptation to write some FMA drabbles. Only that while I was writing the first one, it suddenly turned into a double drabble... but still grew more... and more... and more; to make it short, Microsoft Word says there is something like 1023 words in that written bunch of nonsense XD Oh my. I guess Roy took revenge on me and entered my mind and made me write so much *shivers* By the way, I wrote it for [info]lisachanoando

...and Roy nods as the pretension fades, the illusion shatters, and the only thing he can do is hope. )

As always, I wrote it in English first, and then I translated it (gli sciocchini come Pityru' possono leggerla qua u.ù;). If you notice mistakes and such, please, let me know~

...Ahhh~ it's so hot today~ I'm keeping both window and door open but my room feels just like I had them shut... *sighs* I think this night I'm gonna draw some Elricest-themed fanarts, even though I'd better go to bed early - tomorrow will be pretty tiring with the party and everything X__x; *dies* I'll write 'bout that when I'll be home again~

And... Damn, I want to leave for London right now~! D:
 
 
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