...I'M ALIVE AT LAST.

AND FULLLLLLLLLLLLL OFFF JOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOY.

*hides shiny razor*

Anyhow, about the joy-thing, well, it's not exactly true but that's a long and boring story, and I will tell you about it another time. BUT. I am alive and. I'M FREEEEEEEEEEEE and I can now spend my happy, high school-free days, slicing throats and selling human flesh to creepy bakers.

Ahh, I've still got to realize that I'm actually free. Yesterday, the first thing I did after getting home, was to throw away every single piece of paper scribbled with numbers and scientific notions. Now, next thing I'm doing is SELLING EACH AND EVERY ONE OF MY TEXTBOOKS. And, of course, what I won't manage to sell is going to be set on fire. <3

Passing onto other matters. I shall devote myself to writing and DRAWING DOUJINSHI AND CRACKTASTIC STUFF. And, speaking of crack, in the past days sonadow_yuffie and I have actually been working really, really hard through msn, you know. XD (Yuffie cara, non soccombere mai a ^_^ anche se i veterinari sono malvagi!) Anyhow, that's why I'm asking you: pleeease, check the AU100 prompt table and GIVE ME PROMPTS, dearest f-list. *shows puppy eyes* You can find it here. <3

Sorry if this is here one day later than I said it would. Believe me if I say the fault isn't mine. *sweatdrop*
I’ve been working on this since I got back, and I’ll admit the idea has been haunting me during each night I spent in Madrid. *hides*
D.D.-chan, this is for you. <333 Written with all of my heart and love! <3

Title: This Temporary Life
Fandom: X/1999 & Tokyo Babylon
Author: sute_hikahika
Pairing: SeishirouxSubaru
Rating: R
Summary: Seishirou and Subaru and time and wishes.
Notes: This fic contains many, many things I swore to myself I’d never write when I first entered this fandom, but darling daydreamer64 requested: 1) Subaru angsting while still covered in Seishirou’s blood; 2) Seishirou’s thoughts as he died; 3) A piece regarding their life in the years between the Bet and X; and who am I to deny her? It’s interesting, though, how my brain managed to fuse everything together as soon as I was finished reading the prompts—but I guess that happened mainly thanks to the wonderful song This Temporary Life (yes, I did steal the title from there), which had me thinking about a certain scene in this fic since the very first time I listened to it; not only that, but the main theme of this one-shot collides with that of the song.
Lastly, no, I don’t believe Subaru and Seishirou had any secret encounter during X, because it would have meant Seishirou wasting his precious time for his supposedly worthless prey—I blame again the song and those talented writers that can make me love even pieces which go against my very own idea of canon (tilderific, I’m talking about you, here).

( If nobody could ever hurt or kill anybody, then why would people become blinded to the most important things? )

I actually finished the fic below three days ago, but never got the chance to post it *sweatdrop*. Well, blame it on my precious little brother.
Kind yoru_yume asked for SeixSub and 'precious things' and this weirdness came out. The prompt was unexpectedly inspiring, and I had to refrain myself from writing more. At first, I was planning on a very short piece, made up of three drabbles, each one set in a peculiar moment of Seishirou and Subaru's history, respectively: a normal, cheerful day during the year of the Bet (the one-shot you'll find under the cut is actually the result of too much time spent on thinking over this) / Seishirou as he beats up Subaru reveals the terms of the Bet / Rainbow Bridge (because, it seems, I can never leave this one aside). I might or might not write some companion pieces to this, using the other two settings I intended to use in the beginning-- just let me know your opinion, if you ever decide to read - that is.
I must admit I'm not really sure about this fic myself-- bringing up only Subaru's naïvete makes me feel bad, as if I writing him OOC, because I'm very well aware that - as much frail as he may be - he still possesses a quiet, hidden kind of strength. Just think of when Subaru met that girl who was bullied by her classmates in TB.
Ah~ people who firmly believe in their own ideas, unconsciously keeping themselves pure and untainted from the outside world... I wonder: does someone like that still exist? If I met them, I'd surely fall in love. *laughs* Hika likes them young and innocent is a perv really fond of good people <333 But they're so~~ rare.
Anyhow, here we go with the fic~

Fandom: Tokyo Babylon
Title: "Precious Things"
Author: sute_hikahika
Pairing: SeshirouxSubaru
Prompt: Precious things
Rating: PG...? I have no idea: Seishirou is a warning himself...
Disclaimer: Charas are property of Clamp, while the song Precious Things belongs to Tori Amos u.ù;
Summary: As they watch the sunset, Seishirou and Subaru discuss the importance of beauty and what does really matter in their lives.
Notes: Written for yoru_yume, who kindly helped my find some scans <333

( Beauty is a mere issue of liking something or not. And in a world as twisted and filled with useless things as the one we live in, it’s good to have something like that, )

Speaking of something else.
I'm sorry, but I hate graphic yaoi (het just freaks me out as it is, graphic or not)-- no really; it's not that I'm against sex scenes-- I've read some manga/doujin or read fanfics with explicit content which was actually beautiful, and only add more to the story itself. Some artists are indeed capable of catching the emotions beyond the physical act, thus making a wonderful and touching job; but when everything becomes just a blatant excuse for porn... Boy, I don't really get it. For example, last night I finished watching Winter Cicada-- the idea was original and I'm a sucker for historycal novels/movies/anything, but I believe the mood was often - and abruptly - broken by the main characters having sex. I couldn't really see that as a natural consequence of the story development-- not with their mouths sucking on each other's lips like vacuums and things like that. My god. I believe those scenes could have been so moving, if well done... *sighs* I don't know. Is it just me, or does anyone else think the same way I do?

However, work is waiting for me *dies* and I must hurry. I leave you with a Wonderful Preview Of My Fanworks And Artistical Skills.

( It's so beautiful it will actually burn your eyes!!! )