Lalalala~ (for a change) I was bored and I had nothing to do, so I glanced at my sketchbook, and after five minutes of crappy pencil plus crappy skills at work, this came out.

( You're lucky Hika's so lazy, otherwise you'd see horrible things like this almost everyday on this journal. )

However, if you're brave enough, there's a bonus for you. I made this last winter, after reading an interesting drabble by a_white_rain, but never got around to ink it. *sighs*

( Subaru-kun's adventures in Holitsuba land. )

And, ah, I've meant to say this for a while, but I think I found the ultimate SeixSub song. XD Just check out Within Temptation's What have you done--it's PERFECT. *___*;

Today Hika found out she couldn't do what she originally meant to do, and so she decided to do some writing exercise. <33

Fandom: Tokyo Babylon & X/1999
Title: Eternal Melody
Author: sute_hikahika
Pairing: SeshirouxSubaru
Rating: Nothing a SeishirouxSubaru fan can't handle~
Disclaimer: Seishirou and Subaru aren't mine; neither are the songs I used.
Summary: Remember the music meme everyone did at the KuroxFay comm? I've wanted to do it with Seishirou and Subaru for ages, so I decided I'd try today, but at some point I got tired (here the weather is so hot I'm going to evaporateee) and I stopped, and so you get less than ten drabbles/ficlets. Maybe there'll be more, I don't know. And yes, I stole the title from something Sailor Moon-related, I think.

( Nee boku wa, boku wa shiritai aisuru tte. )

Lalalala~ Enjoying (??) a short pause in between the exams~ (actually, Hika is supposed to study for Monday's interdisciplinary test, buut XD)
The Italian test went well~ I actually got the highest score, and that's a lot, especially considering that almost everyone else got low-low marks, and that the teacher, who is one of the outsiders, has been glaring at me for the whole time--maybe it was because of my Superman shirt, or it was the hariclips or the fact that I smiled or or or I don't knowww! x.x;
And, as for Greek... uwaaah. It was so easy! XD I even got complimented for my translation! XD;
...So, I phoned my Latin&Greek teacher who told me about all of this, and he also said that my total score is actually one of the highest, and that, if I keep going like this, I'll get a 90 or more~ Ahhh, and to think that Hika hasn't been studying at all while everyone is going crazy here. XD

Anyhow, passing onto more pleasant matters, I bring you FANART.

( We bathe into the light of a new day that could have been. )

Hello? T___T/
Sorry this is so pointless, but my life seems a neverending rush of events/things to do/random disturbances, and I don't have even time to breathe.
( Warning! Boring rant behind this cut! )
As for now, I've joined au100 and claimed SeixSub. I can't wait to start working on the prompts!! <3333 I've always loved writing AUs (it's just the TB/X fandom that got me into writing fics with canon setting, all of sudden...), and I already have a few alternate universes in mind.
I'm posting the theme table here so that you can read it and suggest plots/settings. <3

001.	Beginnings	002.	Middles	003.	Ends	004.	First	005.	Last
006.	Hours	007.	Days	008.	Weeks	009.	Months	010.	Years
011.	Red	012.	Grey	013.	White	014.	Black	015.	Blue
016.	Purple	017.	Brown	018.	Green	019.	Pink	020.	Colourless
021.	Friends	022.	Enemies	023.	Lovers	024.	Family	025.	Strangers
026.	Teammates	027.	Parents	028.	Children	029.	Birth	030.	Death
031.	Sunrise	032.	Sunset	033.	Too Much	034.	Not Enough	035.	Sixth Sense
036.	Smell	037.	Sound	038.	Touch	039.	Taste	040.	Sight
041.	Shapes	042.	Triangle	043.	Square	044.	Circle	045.	Moon
046.	King	047.	Heart	048.	Diamond	049.	Queen	050.	Joker
051.	Water	052.	Fire	053.	Earth	054.	Air	055.	Spirit
056.	Breakfast	057.	Lunch	058.	Dinner	059.	Food	060.	Drink
061.	Winter	062.	Spring	063.	Summer	064.	Fall	065.	Passing
066.	Rain	067.	Snow	068.	Lightning	069.	Thunder	070.	Storm
071.	Broken	072.	Fixed	073.	Light	074.	Dark	075.	Shattered
076.	Rebirth	077.	Paralysis	078.	Disease	079.	Agony	080.	Healing
081.	Blind	082.	Deaf	083.	Lost	084.	Found	085.	Missing
086.	Choices	087.	Life	088.	He	089.	She	090.	It
091.	Birthday	092.	Christmas	093.	Thanksgiving	094.	Solstice	095.	New Year
096.	Writer‘s Choice	097.	Writer‘s Choice	098.	Writer‘s Choice	099.	Writer‘s Choice	100.	Writer‘s Choice

Lastly, it's meme time! <333 It was originally an icon meme from sakujosadame's journal (aww, she made such a lovely icon for me!! *__*), but since I don't have a decent pic-editing software, I'm turning it into a drawing meme like yoru_yume. <3

1. Comment with lyrics and a fandom.
2. I'll draw a fanart/sketch that represents those lyrics/uses them in some way.
3. Repost and do this for your friends♥

Now, it's shower time, and then I've got to studystudystudy and PAINT. OMG THE CLOCKS ARE TORTURING ME EVEN IN MY DREAMS.

Bai bai and thanks for reading~~!

Sorry if this is here one day later than I said it would. Believe me if I say the fault isn't mine. *sweatdrop*
I’ve been working on this since I got back, and I’ll admit the idea has been haunting me during each night I spent in Madrid. *hides*
D.D.-chan, this is for you. <333 Written with all of my heart and love! <3

Title: This Temporary Life
Fandom: X/1999 & Tokyo Babylon
Author: sute_hikahika
Pairing: SeishirouxSubaru
Rating: R
Summary: Seishirou and Subaru and time and wishes.
Notes: This fic contains many, many things I swore to myself I’d never write when I first entered this fandom, but darling daydreamer64 requested: 1) Subaru angsting while still covered in Seishirou’s blood; 2) Seishirou’s thoughts as he died; 3) A piece regarding their life in the years between the Bet and X; and who am I to deny her? It’s interesting, though, how my brain managed to fuse everything together as soon as I was finished reading the prompts—but I guess that happened mainly thanks to the wonderful song This Temporary Life (yes, I did steal the title from there), which had me thinking about a certain scene in this fic since the very first time I listened to it; not only that, but the main theme of this one-shot collides with that of the song.
Lastly, no, I don’t believe Subaru and Seishirou had any secret encounter during X, because it would have meant Seishirou wasting his precious time for his supposedly worthless prey—I blame again the song and those talented writers that can make me love even pieces which go against my very own idea of canon (tilderific, I’m talking about you, here).

( If nobody could ever hurt or kill anybody, then why would people become blinded to the most important things? )

Hello~! My pigtails are no more, and I have my short-short emo-cut back. <333 I meant to post this drawing on V-day, but thanks to my bro... well, things went differently.

( Click here to see your two Kings of Hearts <3 )

I've also got in the works a V-day fanfic based on the idea yoru_yume gave me. <333 I'll do my best to complete it as soon as possible and... I've got a lot of other things going on, so... bear with me, please. T_____T

Cosplay!ranting is coming soon too. <3

Okay~ so, tomorrow I'm going back to school after a two days vacation for Carnival~~ Gah, I was scared every time I had to go out, because the streets were full of stupid children (and boys too, uh) throwing rotten eggs at anyone passing by~~ Heh. I guess you could call it a typical Italian tradition? *laughs* Not really. I'm not even sure it happens outside Naples. Up until now, they've never got me~!! Stupid brats! *stucks out tongue* But~ today, a friend and I willingly let ourselves be covered in confetti, 'cause the children throwing them were so, so cute and sweet~
Also, I'm waiting for a beautiful Tokyo Babylon folder to arrive~ I've wanted it for, like, months, and a few weeks ago I finally found it at a low price on eBay~ I've also bought two SeishirouxSubaru doujins and an Elricest one by Idea (!!!); that's actually the first time I purchase doujinshi-- usually, I just download them, but I loved these so much... and now that I have a credit card I can buy them!!! *cackles* Pity is, that credit cards are not magical, and it's still my money that decreases with each item I purchase~ *miserable sigh* Last but not least, I did some shopping over at CdJapan too~ I got myself Juka's two latest releases and Kaya's Hyakki Yagyou and I've already preordered Cross Gate <333 I love Juka and Kaya so~ much~ *dreamy sigh* I wish Juka wouldn't stop singing, but I can understand his reasons~ Maybe, I'll send him something. Maybe.

I've spent these days of freedom reading/writing/drawing. It's amazing how much time I spend sketching since December-- I haven't been drawing at all (save for rare exceptions) in years. However, today I finally drew the final version of a one page comic I had sketched several weeks ago on my note-book; I started inking it too~ I'm also almost done with the fanmix!art I promised daydreamer64 <333 I only wish I had more time for these things... I've got so many plot bunnies eating my brain too!! *cries*
However, dear readers, today I bring you FANFICTION. Expect more ranting about Juka/cosplay/fanart tomorrow.

( FORGET ME NOT [4/5] )

I truly wanted to write more TB!fluff/sillyness, and more Seishirou too, but... it seems I've failed miserably. *shrugs* I feel so sleepy~~ 'Night~

I actually finished the fic below three days ago, but never got the chance to post it *sweatdrop*. Well, blame it on my precious little brother.
Kind yoru_yume asked for SeixSub and 'precious things' and this weirdness came out. The prompt was unexpectedly inspiring, and I had to refrain myself from writing more. At first, I was planning on a very short piece, made up of three drabbles, each one set in a peculiar moment of Seishirou and Subaru's history, respectively: a normal, cheerful day during the year of the Bet (the one-shot you'll find under the cut is actually the result of too much time spent on thinking over this) / Seishirou as he beats up Subaru reveals the terms of the Bet / Rainbow Bridge (because, it seems, I can never leave this one aside). I might or might not write some companion pieces to this, using the other two settings I intended to use in the beginning-- just let me know your opinion, if you ever decide to read - that is.
I must admit I'm not really sure about this fic myself-- bringing up only Subaru's naïvete makes me feel bad, as if I writing him OOC, because I'm very well aware that - as much frail as he may be - he still possesses a quiet, hidden kind of strength. Just think of when Subaru met that girl who was bullied by her classmates in TB.
Ah~ people who firmly believe in their own ideas, unconsciously keeping themselves pure and untainted from the outside world... I wonder: does someone like that still exist? If I met them, I'd surely fall in love. *laughs* Hika likes them young and innocent is a perv really fond of good people <333 But they're so~~ rare.
Anyhow, here we go with the fic~

Fandom: Tokyo Babylon
Title: "Precious Things"
Author: sute_hikahika
Pairing: SeshirouxSubaru
Prompt: Precious things
Rating: PG...? I have no idea: Seishirou is a warning himself...
Disclaimer: Charas are property of Clamp, while the song Precious Things belongs to Tori Amos u.ù;
Summary: As they watch the sunset, Seishirou and Subaru discuss the importance of beauty and what does really matter in their lives.
Notes: Written for yoru_yume, who kindly helped my find some scans <333

( Beauty is a mere issue of liking something or not. And in a world as twisted and filled with useless things as the one we live in, it’s good to have something like that, )

Speaking of something else.
I'm sorry, but I hate graphic yaoi (het just freaks me out as it is, graphic or not)-- no really; it's not that I'm against sex scenes-- I've read some manga/doujin or read fanfics with explicit content which was actually beautiful, and only add more to the story itself. Some artists are indeed capable of catching the emotions beyond the physical act, thus making a wonderful and touching job; but when everything becomes just a blatant excuse for porn... Boy, I don't really get it. For example, last night I finished watching Winter Cicada-- the idea was original and I'm a sucker for historycal novels/movies/anything, but I believe the mood was often - and abruptly - broken by the main characters having sex. I couldn't really see that as a natural consequence of the story development-- not with their mouths sucking on each other's lips like vacuums and things like that. My god. I believe those scenes could have been so moving, if well done... *sighs* I don't know. Is it just me, or does anyone else think the same way I do?

However, work is waiting for me *dies* and I must hurry. I leave you with a Wonderful Preview Of My Fanworks And Artistical Skills.

( It's so beautiful it will actually burn your eyes!!! )

Part three out of five is finally here, yay me <333 I've got most of the other sentences done too, but there are some prompts which are just too tricky~~

Fandom: Tokyo Babylon & X/1999
Title: "Forget me not" [3/5]
Author: sute_hikahika
Pairing: SeshirouxSubaru
Rating: PG-14 (overall)
Disclaimer: Seishirou and Subaru belong to each other Clamp. And Hokuto does, too.
Summary: A collection of sentences all about our favourite pairing <3
Notes: This was written using the theme set alpha from 1_sentence, so all the credit for the prompts goes to them. My most heart-felt gratefulness, instead, goes to everyone who reviewed last part <333

( FORGET ME NOT [3/5] )

I'm sorry for the little delay, but I've been running a pretty naughty fever in the last two/three days, and the worst thing is, now I'm okay and tomorrow I'm going back to school all the same D: I don't want holidays to end~~ *nibbles on chocolate to comfort herself* By the way, fanart is coming as soon as I figure out why I can't switch on this stupid scanner...

Fandom: Tokyo Babylon & X/1999
Title: "Forget me not" [2/5]
Author: sute_hikahika
Pairing: SeshirouxSubaru
Rating: PG-14 (overall)
Disclaimer: Seishirou and Subaru belong to each other Clamp. And Hokuto does, too.
Summary: A collection of sentences all about our favourite pairing <3
Notes: This was written using the theme set alpha from 1_sentence, so all the credit for the prompts goes to them. I didn't join just because the pairing had already been claimed. Also, I'm dedicating this to sakujosadame, for she made me smile today <3

( FORGET ME NOT [2/5] )

So, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!! Hika's been working hard these days, practically doing anything but her homework and today, after some inking and sketching, she wrote this. Yes, I did it all at once. And I'm almost finished with the other parts too. I shall try this kind of thing with other pairings too <333 Elricest and SubaruxKamui~ But, if you have any other ideas, leave a comment on this entry to tell me~

Fandom: Tokyo Babylon & X/1999
Title: "Forget me not" [1/5]
Author: sute_hikahika
Pairing: SeshirouxSubaru
Rating: PG-14 (overall)
Disclaimer: Seishirou and Subaru belong to each other Clamp. And Hokuto does, too.
Summary: A collection of sentences all about our favourite pairing <3
Notes: This was written using the theme set alpha from 1_sentence, so all the credit for the prompts goes to them. I didn't join just because the pairing had already been claimed.


( FORGET ME NOT [1/5] )

Fandom: X/1999
Title: "Nisemono" [1/??]
Author: sute_hikahika
Pairing: SeshirouxSubaru
Rating: R
Disclaimer: If X were mine... Seishirou'd still be dead, but we'd see more of angsting Sakurazukamori!Subaru.
Summary: The greatest obstacle to our happiness lies in ourselves; that's why lying feels so natural. Even if, this way, we end up hurting people. (AU, set during the Meiji Restoration)
Notes: I'm not a native speaker, and everything is based on researches I made on my own. Corrections are very well appreciated and a beta-reader is needed T___T

( Subaru-kun… Subaru-kun, do you know why the gods had your sister, who’s identical to you, come to this world? )