Hika wants to write. Badly. Like, her hands are itching and her brother being a bastard has nothing to do with it. D:
I have tons of ideas--snippets for the AU100 challenge (I have even written some down, and I just need to type them), since I decided I'll be mostly writing short pieces to make some exercise and, who knows, if I feel like it, they could develop into something more consistent. Then, there's at least a couple of pieces--like, some characters' study/analysis that I meant to do for a long time annnnd. There's that thing with Kamui in which I must write (the idea has been sitting in my empty, thick skull for a very, very, veeery long time, and, anyhow, it is not a threesome. NO. *shudders*). And I keep forgetting about the last part of Forget me not (no pun intended, I swear), yes.
Moreover, I want to finish that doujin I started around Christmas and I've also got ideas for a new one... *sighs*
Everything shall be done after Friday morning right after I can finally say SAYONARA HIGH SCHOOL. *nods*
Anyhow, since although I'm supposed to be studying for the last test and all, I can't stop thinking about fics and SeiSub, there's this idea which has been bothering for a really long time, and... f-list, I need your advice!! :B

( Please, click here and help my mind take a break! )

Lalalala~ Enjoying (??) a short pause in between the exams~ (actually, Hika is supposed to study for Monday's interdisciplinary test, buut XD)
The Italian test went well~ I actually got the highest score, and that's a lot, especially considering that almost everyone else got low-low marks, and that the teacher, who is one of the outsiders, has been glaring at me for the whole time--maybe it was because of my Superman shirt, or it was the hariclips or the fact that I smiled or or or I don't knowww! x.x;
And, as for Greek... uwaaah. It was so easy! XD I even got complimented for my translation! XD;
...So, I phoned my Latin&Greek teacher who told me about all of this, and he also said that my total score is actually one of the highest, and that, if I keep going like this, I'll get a 90 or more~ Ahhh, and to think that Hika hasn't been studying at all while everyone is going crazy here. XD

Anyhow, passing onto more pleasant matters, I bring you FANART.

( We bathe into the light of a new day that could have been. )

Yay. It's very late (really??) and I should go to bed, but I've decided I must post and so here I am. Furthermore, the nailpolish I put on is still quite fresh and I don't want to ruin my hard work by going to bed~
However~ *clears throat*
During the past week, I've been thinking a lot about many things (which, of course, are all pretty trivial, but, hey, what did you expect from me??), and I've thus come up with the following list(s).

( Fear not, for the content behind this cut is completely angst!free~ )

Now I'm going to bed since it's 4:00 am, and although school finishes around eleven, I've still got to get up early... *sweatdrop* Can't wait for this torture to finish once and for all. =o=;

It has already been a long time since I last updated, hasn't it? Honestly, I hadn't really noticed till I glanced at the lovely LJ homepage with a decent amount of concentration and read that I had last posted something here, like, two weeks ago. Yay me.
Everyday I tell myself I want to write and rant over something I just read/watched/thought, but little brother-san, here, won't let me. He's like--like a leech, when it comes to the net. But--Let's not talk about this. It only makes my head ache, so~

( Boring rant over school and politics and cosplay and jerks and fashion and fanfics and fanarts ahead! )

That said, folks, I must go and write something. I hope I won't forget updating again. ^___^

P.S. If you have never did it, go and listen to Placebo's A song to say goodbye--I love Placebo and I meant to say this for a very long time, but... go and listen to it!! It's like, Seishirou saying goodbye to Subaru... T________T Must write something with that song, someday, although I hate song-fics, usually...

Hello~ I'm currently (and secretely) using my little bro's laptop, since he isn't back from school yet. He's been on the Net for the past two days, leaving the connection open even when he's at school/is doing something else-- I think he's downloading something, and as much as I hate his behaviour, I'm gritting my teeth and trying to act as if nothing was bothering me. I don't want to argue with him over this, because I already know what is he going to say, how our eventual fight would affect my parents, etc, so, just like always, Hika is doing her best to be a Mature Older Sister, because se hates useless screaming and noise in general. So. I can't either rant about cosplay and life in general (I've got to go in less than fifteen minutes, damn work) nor post the sketches I scanned yesterday, but since I'm already working on Forget Me Not, I thought a fic meme could be quite useful, right now...

( TO ALL MY SEIXSUB READERS! FOLLOW THE CUT, PWEASE!! )

Okay. So.
I've been banned from the Net.
...
Okay.
That, actually, isn't true.
It was just my little brother keeping our shared modem all to himself for days. And me working on many useless things instead of my homework that's why I'm SO going to fail the Math test, on Tuesday.
Just give me a couple days to make some order inside my head here. And on my desk, too.

Here's the schedule of Hika's wondrous upcoming works:

COMING SOON
Forget me not [3/5]
Tokyo Babylon/X fanart
More annoying posts

COMING NOT-SO-SOON
Finis - a Seishirou-centric doujin (script almost complete!)
Some random KuroFay goodness <3
Elricest drabbles for 30nights

See you.

Hika's too lazy... too lazy... too~ lazy~~! I still have to finish that chapter I was writing before I left for London and I also have to write for the 30_nights community. I wanted to renew my LJ profile (a nicer ID is indeed in the making) and create a character on an online rpg which is based on Saint Seiya... I have all of these things to do and still I let today pass by doing what? Nothing! I re-read Loveless for the umpteenth time and made a couple icons (ack, I have to make more of them too =___=;;;) and a partially finished ID for my profile *cries*
...Well, considering it's almost midnight and thus it's still early = I can work till dawn and have less things to do tomorrow~! *sudden burst of energy* ...Or maybe not, because I've sleeping, like, three-four (five when particularly lucky) hours a night since a week before the trip, and even though I'm completely awake and all, my body is starting to pay the consequences of my carelessness - that could be why, a few minutes ago, I felt this sudden urge to go eat this hu~ge peppermint lollipop *licks the swirly thing* it's really - uh - pepperminty. Yeah. But it's so big I guess I'm going to fall asleep with it sticking to my face. And to my keyboard as well. Or it could be my pillow, if I'm lucky enough to make it to my bed before the worst happens.
Anyhow, speaking of fanfics~ I'm pretty sure dear, old Seimei has having a good time by torturing me. When I first watched the anime and read the manga, I hated him, even though I knew nothing about his character aside from the fact that he was Ritsuka's elder brother and his idol. Then, the more I could learn about his twisted mind, the more I came to like him. I mean: 'dead' and all, he's still influencing both Ritsuka and Soubi's lives at such a deep level O__O; Those three are my favourite characters, by the way~ and I got some ideas to write about them which are here, in my mind, but they are still too confused and unrefined. The details aren't enough. But Seimei - as I was saying before - is practically haunting me, ordering to write down, write down, write down... Actually, the main plot was originally intended for a FMA fanfic, but I still don't know if I'll write it in two variations - one with the FMA characters and one with the cast from Loveless or just the latter.
By the way, here's a random rant about Loveless - beware of spoilers for volumes 1-7 ^^;;

( Beloved and other pretty things~ )

Now Hika's going to sleep *yawns* 'cause all this writing made her very, very tired. And I'm thirsty too~ *collapses on the keyboard*

I really need to have my hair cut~ It is still quite short but... it bothers me *random statement*
Tomorrow I'll have to get up early~ I'm seeing some of my classmates at eight o' clock. We're going at school to watch the seniors as they take the third and last part of their exams. It'll be all about discussing the various subjects; for each one of them a student has to pick up a particular topic, and then link them all together and make an essay. Since next year will be our turn, we thought it'd be a good idea to go and see with our own eyes: many laws concerning school and education have changed, in the past months, and the exams are now pretty different - and much more difficult - than they were before. It is so unfair: last year things were still so easy...! I guess it's just me being lucky as always *frowns*
However, the thought of leaving high school once and for all makes me happy: I can't believe so much time has already passed by. So many things occurred, so many things changed both about me and the people I know, that it doesn't feel right-- like all of these events needed a larger span of time to happen so that I could savour them, analyze them better and maybe grow up a little bit more.
I love remembering, keeping small things which lack apparently of any meaning like stupid doodles I made at school, silly pics, dried flowers and such, because they all make me remember more vividly some episodes from my past. I want to keep all of my memories - the sad, terrible ones as well as the happy ones, because I believe that there is always something good we can learn from our life; even from the worst and most hurting experiences. If we don't let ourselves go and surrender to them, hardships only make us grow further, don't they? I treasure every second I lived through-- even those when all I wanted was to escape from this world, from my own existence, because time went by and I chose to go on all the same, and I could understand that I was wrong, that life can indeed be beautiful, if we work hard.
Yet it is not my wish to live in the past. I'm always, always looking forward, and the simple thought of meeting so many new people at university that share, most probably, the same interests and dreams as me, of following a path which will lead me to the realization of a dream, makes me incredibly happy...!
What does truly scare me, is becoming an adult. I'm already realizing that some parts of me have disappeared or - better - it's more like they've been put to sleep by my being cynical. I totally lack spontaneity, and I can't bring myself to behave otherwise.
I feel like I've grown up too fastly, and that caused me to leave behind the best things about myself; to forget them like many adults do.
I'm afraid that, in a bunch of years, I will even stop dreaming, and I'll lose the capacity to write my stories and my fanfictions. I'm afraid I'll wake up, on a day like many others, and I'll found myself devoid of any creative impulse, of the ability to always find the brighter side in whatever happens, in whatever I see.
I want to keep looking at the world, at my friends and at strangers too, and find something unique in each of them; let it bloom in my mind till it reaches my hands, and I have to write it down. The problem is, I don't think it will be a matter regarding only my free will.

Per Pity: se hai letto tutta 'sta roba, compliments. Se no, non ti menzionerò mai più. Ora vado a faticare per te: vedi, VEDI come ti voglio bene, vedi???!!! Ahahah. Magari per domani il capitolo lo finisco davvero >.<;